The Watermelon Gun

Tue, 10 May 2005 08:51:59 GMT

I went on a date tonight.
and saw a very long movie.
and had fun.
and messed up at the end, I... "turned away".

lol, it was embarrasing but I thought he was going to hug me.
damnit that is the second time he thinks I have turned away.
I didn't mean to.. I am just slow on the uptake sometimes.. lol

Thu, 05 May 2005 21:38:03 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Blair!
Birthday:	January 16
Birthplace:	Tucson
Current Location:	same
Eye Color:	Blue/Grey.. it depends.
Hair Color:	naturally blonde.. but it depends on what color I feel like it being really
Height:	5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	swiss, slavic, german...
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my black reefs
Your Weakness:	I sunburn easily :-P
Your Fears:	spiders. blech.
Your Perfect Pizza:	Brooklyn pizza is good
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	having a good time as usual
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	agh, and then I hit the snooze button.
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes probably
Your Bedtime:	I try for like 3..
Your Most Missed Memory:	going to disneyland for the first time was SO much fun, spring break last year.
Pepsi or Coke:	Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	try not to
Do you Swear:	sometimes
Do you Sing:	haha, in the car and with adam sometimes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	no
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	I got it once, it was bad
Do you think you are Attractive:	for the most part
Are you a Health Freak:	not particularly
Do you get along with your Parents:	try to
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yea
Do you play an Instrument:	I used to play a few
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	I work in a mall.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	haha, yea
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	no idea
What country would you most like to Visit:	right now, Italy
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	dark
Short or Long Hair:	not too long
Height:	anything above 5'5" works for me :-P
Weight:	not too skinny
Best Clothing Style:	punk, I love volcom.. lol
Number of Drugs I have taken:	1
Number of CDs I own:	too many to want to go and count them right now
Number of Piercings:	11
Number of Tattoos:	3
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	not too many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 07:57:38 GMT

hey, you could be number four.

haha

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 06:48:08 GMT

HEY !!! Look I was reminded... I now have a little lj again.. more to come since I forgot for like.. 2 months that I actually had a lj... haha

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 07:34:01 GMT

wow, peachcake was amazing... and I got pins! thanks amanda!

THANK YOU!!!

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 06:30:51 GMT

Thank you... in no particular order (and I know not everyone reads this but I like remembering it all anyways) :)

Michelle~ for being there with me for my tattoo and for the shotglass and toys lol.
Erin~ The cakey and dinner and party, just chillin and calming me down and stuff. lol and for being scared for me and my tattoo experience too.
Summer~ thanks for trying to keep everything surpizing, you and erin were so slick and would have pulled it off if our friends didnt talk so much :-P, lol oh well thanks for the present too :)
Bill~ The crunk glass is awesome!! and the play dough animal set.. too cool for me :) I had them grow hair today because I just chilled at home and tried to amuse myself.
Cameron~ *sigh* spiderman is amazing, thanks for the photo album too, it is NEAT!! I started putting stuff in it today, soo much fun to peel back that tricky paper.
Adam~ thanks for being there and toasting to me (I dont even know hoe to spell this) and my 'badunkadunk' i guess :-P you are too funny
Lindsay~ YAY pillows and dirty cards! SLUUUUURPIE RUN hehehe
Hellen~ hehe I like the sqush face bears, especially the domestic one.. ironing :) the card was so cute! thanks for thinking about me!! :)
Amanda~ That Photo booklet is AMAZING, I'll treasure it forever.
Sean~ thanks for thinking about me and giving me a call, It was really nice :) and brightened up my night
Reeeeegina~ thanks for getting so excited for me the day before and wishing me a happy birthday many a times, you make me smile too
Kevin~ thanks for being there and letting me wear your crown and neckalace, it made me feel very special :) lol.
Bobby~ thanks for buying me a slurpie, I enjoyed it :) and for being there too and letting us take over for the night lol.
Anthony~ thanks for putting up with us too.. again lol, I hope you got enough sleep :)

Thanks everyone who came and sang happy brithday twice, scared me half to death with the poppers when erin and summer brought me in and decorated the bently house beautifully.

Thanks also to everyone who wished me a happy birthday I really do appreciate you all thinking of me lol.

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 05:36:02 GMT

so I learned another meaning of 'pearl necklace' at work today, which was just as exciting as it sounds.. oye dirrrty co-workers. worthy of at least 3 r's.
my mom started crying today for no reason other than the fact that I am getting older... the thought of me moving out makes her really upset too, I dont blame her though, I wouldn't want to be stuck here with 3 boys either.
I think on sunday Erin and I will make dinner here (at my casa) for anyone who wants to come... plans arent final, but my parents wont be back from sonoita until 8:30ish... plenty of time for dinner. which would be around 5:30 or 6..

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 05:55:27 GMT

I'm excited for this weekend, it should be fun just hanging out with friends and relaxing, I'm glad I asked for work off.. not so much fun with the work. I am feeling giddy.

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 06:05:23 GMT

YAY BILL for helping me procrastinate.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Boo- My family has called me this since I was 2, it is mostly just my mom now though when she wants me to do something for her.
2. Blair Blair- for those who just cant get enough of saying my name once. :-P
3. Shmear- thank you Ryan Hawkins. :-P

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Puma Riot- Say it out loud, it is fun!
2. Bambabeauty- My very first sn... lol I was so excited when we finally got the internet for x-mas freshman yr.. I had felt so out of the loop.
3. Bambablairida... I dunno where this one came from well it was like a mixing of things.. anyways, transition sn

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my intellect? lol
2. My ability to laugh at eveything, haha. I guess
3. my devilish good looks :-P

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my intelligence sometimes..
2. Being Naive
3. My inability to take chances by myself

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Swiss
2. German
3. and I am Slavic. (I found out a few weeks ago when doing a college search thing) haha!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. scary movies (oh man I get SO scared)
2. My Father
3. People with guns

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. A pen
2. Lip gloss (Or chap-stick, either wasy)
3. My cell phone

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. jeans
2. Alice t-shirt
3. an exciting new red bra (I got it yesterday)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Weezer
2. Ben folds five
3. My chemical Romance

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Do it again ~ Queens of the stone age
2. Lemon Parade ~Tonic
3. On Top ~ The Killers

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Woo College!
2. yay new job (maybe)
3. eh.. having my own car? one that works? or any car?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Good Hugs
2. communication
3. Humor

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I like waffles
2. and blueberries
3. but raspberries the most.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Teeth (4 and a half years of braces will do that to you I guess)
3. Hair

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. eat cauliflower
2. or bugs
3. be as cool as you ;)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTIMES:
1. Being with friends
2. Photography
3. sewing (so domestic) Or cooking cookies!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. BE DONE WITH MATH
2. Sleep or...
3. get out of my house

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Something to do with international relations
2. Being a book critic would be fun
3. as would working with animals

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION HOLIDAY:
1. New Zealand
2. Europe fun
3. to sleep

THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1. Rayea
2. I think I have to name one of my kids Ben..
3. Tony, hehe

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. be in love
2. Live in europe for a while
3. go camping :-P

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 04:33:19 GMT

He CALLED.. and left a MESSAGE, what do I do now.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 00:58:04 GMT

haha, ahh last night was funny, and bizarre

First, Erin cleaned my room, it was incredibly messy (or homey, whichever way you want to look at it). I started cleaning it, erin came over and started to clean too but apparently I was "In the way" she banished me to my bed and told me to stay there. she threw away 2 big trashbags of crap, that is how messy my room was. lol, she also found her birthday card that I had forgotten to give her like 3 months ago.. hehe..
Tropics of tucson with Erin was next, I am looking into getting her a salamander.. but the guy at the store said they didn't have then in stock because they die fast.. so.. I am thinking maybe not the best gift Idea for erin... lol
Pei wei with bill and erin was a lot of fun! picking up bill with his glasses! :) then the ranting and the hugs lol. We went to target for 10 minutes, because it was there then went over to camerons house.
We just kinda chilled there for a while with Cameron, Erin Gray and Kevin. Later Adam came, then Hellen :).
Adam, Hellen, Bridget and I went to nicos and met a few people there. Bridget hellen and I didn't eat and sat at a different table while everyone else talked about rock climbing, it was kind of funny, then out of no where this guy comes up to us (Bridget, Hellen and I) and is like, "what are you guys up to tonight"... I didn't know what to say... I just sat there. So hellen says "just kinda hanging out" and I just kinda nodded dumbly as he looked at each of us. then he just looks at me and says "what is your name?" this train of thought ran through my head ~oh my god, what is going on, should I tell him my name, this is weird, uh...~ so after pausing a second I told him and he said something along the lines of "oh, cool, my name is mike" He asked us how old we were and Bridget said 18, I had no Idea what to say, I was like wow he is hitting on us/me because I was really confused at that point, because I am naive.I just kind of continued to nod dumbly ( as an afterthought I should have told him I was 17, or like 12.)then he asked for hellens name and after a minute he looks at me and says "so can I have your number?" wow, was that awkward I had no Idea what to do... I was like, uh oh eh...then I just gave him my number, I decided there was no harm in it and I can just not answer any calls from numbers I dont know.. (leave me a message if you dont think I know your # and I'll call you back). he was like cool thanks, and left. Anyways so thisa entire time we were just like.. kinda half laughing and nodding... the entire situation was funny... But it made me feel bad bc the guy was in a wheelchair and he might have thought it was bc of that... and eh it was bizzare.
so we went back to bobby and cameron's and erin was just leaving, anthony had gotten home and so had bobby we all hung out ofer there until 1ish when adam brought me home.. fun times.. it was an interesting night
UPDATE I missed a call from a number I dont know.. anyone 4901461?

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 06:26:42 GMT

I'm not sure if I really like my eye as an Icon.. but I thought I needed a change.. it is kinda creepy.... especially when repeated multiple times on one page.... *starts humming creepy music*

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 05:23:19 GMT

Things I have been called in the past 3 days (I feel like making a list)EDIT 4 days now..

Sweet cheeks
Rattlesnakes nest (<3 Erin) she wanted me to add that...hehe
Slut nugget
Slooty in the booty
Blair-Blair
Ms. Lane (that is allways a weird one)
Homes
Bibi
Bambi
Chica (which is my cat's name btw)
Hun (this and the next 5 from work)
Sweetie
Love
sweetheart
cutie
muffin (eck.. muffin)
fluffy
Shmaer
slut
Fluffer (thanks christine..oy)
dork
punkie
weird (think pudding)
Lovely
whore (thanks lil bro)
Ma (At work, I almost laughed at the girl who called me that.. it was funny because I am sooo white)
badunkalicious (thanks nick)
you

and more.. I'll add more when I remember of them.

Oh and as a random question, do I look old enough to have a child? at 13 yr old one? or even like a yr old one.. do I look like a mother?

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 04:41:51 GMT


bambabeauty is love
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Thu, 09 Dec 2004 04:39:27 GMT

I think part of the reason people dont get into intimate relationships is because they dont think they are good enough or they are scared. now I am not leaving myslef out of this category, I just want to look at it from a not-so-personal perspective. Honestly though, if you think about it..
ok, think about all of the people (of the gender of your sexual preferance ;-P) that you know that you could potentially have a relationship with.
Now this word. potentially. I dont just mean people you have in mind allready for hookin it up with, or people you like.. I mean people you even just see every once in a while, maybe even just exchange a hello.
HONESTLY. doesn't seem like it would be THAT hard to form a relationship with just one single person of the many. Only it IS complicated because of your emotions. not only YOUR emotions but the unknown of the others emotions as well. If people put themselelves out on the line every once in a while maybe I wouldn't hear as much "I want a boyfiend" or "why dont girls like me" people dont put themslelves out there and introduce themselves, start a conversation, ask this person to hang out sometime. Shouldn't be that hard.

and on that note. I think I have a shopping problem. I need to not work at a clothing store anymore.. it is bad.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 03:57:58 GMT

Past:
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First grade teacher's name: (oye this took me a second to remember) Ms. Rubenstien
Last word you said:erin ( I was saying bye )
Last song you sang: Jenny was a friend of mine (thie killers.. amazing!)
Last person you hugged: oh... I think it was actually Joe :) today at school
Last thing you laughed at: Erin and Katlin and Cameron
Last time you said 'I love you': today
Wrote it?: um.. yesterday maybe, allthoguh I dunno if typing it counts
Last time you cried: today when I was laughing!
Last thing you ate: a Pei Wei fortune cookie ( dunno if the sp. is right)

Present:
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What's in your cd player: a mix cd
What color socks are you wearing: red
What's under your bed: everything
What time did you wake up today: 9:30, my alarm didn't go off!!! I was supposed to take a test before school too

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Where do you want to go: on a road trip
Where do you want to live: anywhere I am happy.
What is your career going to be: I have no idea
How many kids do you want: I dunno, not really an issue right now
What kind of car will you have: one that moves! it'll be amazing

Current:
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Current taste: diet pepsi
Current hair: um.. I dunno what color my hair is ever.. kina redish brownish blondeish?
Current clothes: Jeans.. t-shirt, sweatshirt and new shoes that match it!
Current annoyance: goosebumps
Current longing: hmm I dunno
Current desktop picture: A Brad Cole photo (anyone in photo w/ me last yr remember my presentation.. eh? eh?
Current worry: finals oye
Current hate: boobs
Story behind your username: hmm long story I guess. they sound good together in my head though

Random:
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Favorite physical features of the opposite sex: their face I guess
Last cd that you bought: Jimmy eat world :)
Favorite places to be: with friends
Least favorite place: work when older men wink at me
Time you wake up in the morning: usually 6:15, on weekends though like 10:00
If you could play any instrument, what would it be: I used to play violin (for like 8 yrs) so Bass would be cool and easy to pick up
Favorite color(s): Blue and purple
Do you believe in an afterlife?: I dunno
How tall are you?: 5'4" ( I am GROWING!!!)
Current favorite word: diploid
Favorite book: oh there are so many good ones..
Favorite season: spring/summer transition.. which is a long period of time in tucson bc there is really no winter
One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: hmm.. someone from elementary school I guess I haven't seen any of them in like 7 years.. it would be crazy to see how they all turned out.. I am so different myself I can't even imagine what they'd all be like (I used to be sooo shy crazy eh?)
Favorite day: friday
Type a line you remember from any book: "My mother was the vilage whore and I loved her very much" the first line from a crazy book I read in middle school
A random lyric: "If you want it, you can have it, but you gotta learn to reach out there and grab it."
Identify some things surrounding your computer: Diet pepsi can, papers everywhere, tiny scanner... cds.

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 06:41:17 GMT

ppphhhssst kerfew hah.

oye I am going to rip my uterus out personally. anyone else?

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 07:28:40 GMT

a. Choose 10 people from your friends list at random.

b. Write something about/to each of them.

c. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg!

d. But please do try to guess. That's what makes this fun!

1. We used to be such good friends, I dont really know what happened.We dont really share the same interests or classes so that probably didn't help. you are still a really nice person and haven't really ever changed.

2.Ever since I met you in photo last year you have made me smile even just seeing you. Even though I dont see you much now, it is fun when I do because it makes the time even more special, I feel like I appreciate it more :).

3. Remember so long ago when I was so innocent and you and andrea spent the summer trying to corrupt my thinking online? Thinking back on that is so funny, I was such an innocent girl :-P.

4. I don't really know much about you, you seemed really nice whenever you were around. I heard some rumors over the summer that I wish I hadn't. I dont like hearing rumors much, especially when it is your own personal decision and didn't effect anyone else if it even happened.. bleh.

5.I have heard a lot about you... well not a lot, but enought to get the impression that you are a cool girl from other people like joe and just your journal entries, so hello again stranger.

6. You are truely one of the strangest guys I have ever met, but that may be part of your charm :-P we have been through our share of semi-awkward situations together (to say the least) but it is awesome that we have stayed friends through it all.

7. You are one crazy girl, all the ass slapping, crazy fun times. next year will be a blast and I am glad we have been such good friends this past year. :)

8.ohh the geometry abounds.. lol, well not anymore, things have become a lot simpler for you it seems :). I am so glad that we are still able to talk, since middle school you are one funny girl and a great person to talk to :).

9. Oh you make me smile, I like your way of looking at things, it is refreshing and funny :). Remember toles freshman year? oh dear, jenny, Mitch, you and I made quite the team. I still have that "No!!!" green banner thing in my room.

10. Remember watching crouching tiger hidden dragon while eating chinese food, remember the leopard print golden boxers and remember making those short movies we would send each other online. Remember Swimming, flaming hot cheetos and smiles in the hall. We must discuss the Mix you made me at the end of last year.

Wow, I love all my friends, even thinking about them makes me smile, thanks you guys.

word up

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 06:43:52 GMT

Word up to rumors.

More precisely word up to people who spread rumors.

It is just a wonderful feeling, hearing about stuff that I aparently did, acording to "everyone".

Dont you think I'd know better. Just talk to me instead of everyone else.

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 07:07:07 GMT

(I am sorry in advance this takes up a lot of room but I dunno how to do the linky thing so you only have to look at it if you want to, plus I know you are all so interested in who I am :-P)

*SECTION ONE*
1.Name: Blair.... No e
2.Nickname: Bamba, um.. Blaira.. a few others.
3.Feet size: 8 or 9
4.Do you have a crush: no
5.Girlfriend/Boyfriend? no
6.Age you act: heh, you tell me
7.Where Do You Live: Tucson
8.Where you want to live: somewhere green... I love grass
9.How many siblings: 2
10.Favorite Salad Dressing: hmm, I like a variety, but ranch is allways good
11.Ever gone skinny dipping? nope
12.What are you watching: The Birds is on in the background
13.Last person you talked to: Rachael
14.Favorite movie: hmm, there are so many good ones, but amelie still is one of my favorites
15.Favorite Book: I can't choose just one
16.Favorite Type of music: anything but hardcore rap and country
17.Favorite types of cars: I don't know, I like bmws
18.Favorite Saying: be happy while you are alive, for you are a long time dead
19.Favorite Fast Food: eh, taco bell? I really try to avoid fast food though it makes me feel so guilty lol
20.Favorite Ice Cream: starbucks
21.Favorite Alcoholic Drink: hmm hard to say
22.When Do You Go To Sleep: anywhere between 12 and 4 usually
23.Most Embarrassing Moment: I fell like into (not inside) a trashcan once... It was hilarious
24.Stupidest Person you know: John Curtain or Eli Silverman.
25.Funniest Person you know: most of my friends are hilarious
26.Favorite holiday: hehe halloween is so fun.
27.Favorite Food: bagels
28.Favorite Song: not sure
29.Favorite Television Show: eh Tv..
30.Favorite Radio Station: 92.1
31.Favorite junk food: Pop Tarts
32.Favorite happy love song: Bouncing off the Walls heh, sugarcult
33.Favorite Drink: Dr. Pepper
34.Favorite article of clothing: Jeans
35.Favorite Animal: Ducks

*SECTION TWO:The Future*
1.School: U of A then Franklin (in switzerland) hopefully.. but who knows.. I may be stuck here bc of $
2.Where You Want To live: grass
3.How Many Kids You Want: I like kids.. I dunno now though, I know I want to have some though :)
4.What Kind Of Job You Want: A job that I enjoy doing
5.Wedding song: No idea right now
6.Pets? yes
7.5 years from now? In college still, probably working too
8.10 years from now? I'l be almost 28.. scary

*SECTION THREE: Have You Ever*
1.Done Drugs: No
2.Run Away From Home: No
3.Hit A Girl: um, maybe when I was little.. like preschool
4.Lied: yes
5.Stolen: No
6.Broken A Bone: No
7.Cheated On A Test: Yes
8.Cheated On A girlfriend/boyfriend: Never
9.Gotten Drunk: Yes
10.Been With Two guys/girls At Once: No
11.Been In The Hospital: yes, TONSILS
12.Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
13.Fell asleep in the shower/bath: yes
14.Gone to Church: Yes, when I was little
15.Never slept during a night: Yea quite a few times
16.Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: yes, my cousin's
17.Been to a camp: ymca camp in elementary school and band camp, even thought I am not technically in band
18.Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: yea when I have no money or am not hungry
19.Seen someone die: yea, my grandpa.
20.Gone a week w/out shaving: it was gross
21.Didn't wash your hair for a week: no
22.Broken something valuable: Yes
23.Thought you were in love: No
24.Streaked the streets: No
25.Screamed at someone for no reason: yes, my brothers on ocassion
26.Said I love you and meant it: of course
27.Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: No
28.stayed on the phone till 4 am?: yep
29.Pulled a prank? Yeah
30.Made fun of someone? lol.. I make fun of everything, but never seriously

*SECTION FOUR: Which Is Better*
1.Coke Or Pepsi: pepsi
2.Cats or Dogs: cats
3.DVDs or VHS: DVDs
4.Deaf Or Blind: Blind
5.Pools Or Hot Tubs: hot tubs are fun
6.Television Or Radio: radio
7.CDs Or MP3's: CD's
8.Apples or oranges: apples
9.Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
10.Gold or silver: silver
11.Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
12.Movies or park: park
14.Hot or Cold weather: hot better I guess
15. Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset

*SECTION FIVE: When is the Last Time You*
1.Took a shower: this morning
2.Cried: like 6 monthes ago.. my parents make me cry sometimes.
3.Watched a Disney movie: finding nemo
4.Given/gotten a hug: today!
5.Been to the movies: a while ago..
6.Had a boy/girlfriend: a long time ago...
7.Kissed someone: um.. a few weeks ago
8.Said I love you: today
9.Danced: today
10.Did a survey like this: a month ago-ish

*SECTION SIX:What is*
1.Your Fondest Memory Of This year: the last first day in High school
2.Your Most Prized Possession: I honestly have no Idea.. I have been thinking for like 20 minutes and cant think of anything... moving on..
3.The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: My friends, this was a question in my group interview for Zumiez too, I said friends :).
4.Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: apples
5.Your Favorite Food For Dinner: anything my mom makes except for meaty things.
6.Your Favorite Slow Song: I dunno
7.Your Ideal BF/GF?: Funny, Caring, Attractive, Smart (probably in that order)

*SECTION SEVEN:What do i feel about*
1.Bill Clinton: has a bad rep, good president though
2.Love at First Sight: lust at first sight
3.Abortion: pro-choice
4.Smoking: eh
5.Death: it happens
6.Rap: hardcore rap isn't entertaining
7.Marilyn Manson: heh, funny
8.Premarital sex: I guess
9.Suicide: not cool

*INFORMATION*
1.full birth name: Blair Hanna Lane
2.hair color: Blone from birth through sophmore yr.. then pink, blonde again w/ black underneath (b4 everyone started doing it amazingly), "golden", Dark red... morphing into like orangey... now brown.. next natural again.
3.eye color: Blue grey/ grey violet when I get really cold.
4.current height: 5'3" ish.. 5"4 maybe now..
5.glasses/contacts: nope
6.birthdate: January 16th
7.ethnicity: caucasian... mostly swiss and english though
8.religion: Born/Raised methodist... not so much anymore
9.current age: 17
10.siblings: 2
11.siblings age: 13, 15
12.location: Tucson
13.college plans: probably U of A

*SOCIAL *
1.best guy friend: I have a few, Nick is allways there though which is nice
2.best girl friend: once again I've got a few
3.Current crush: eh none to speak of really
4.boyfriend/girlfriend: none.. I thought we went over this..
5.are u center of attention or wallflower: a bit of a mix.. It makes me uncomfortable to try and be the center of attention I like to watch people too, they are funny.
6.what type automobile do u drive: a Minivan (HOT!) or a PT cruiser.. (not so hot!)
7.are you timely or late: eh typically late.. but not too late.
8.do u have a job: yes Zumiez, of course
9.do u like being around people: I do
10.hobbies: I dont really have time for hobbies with guard, school, work and friends.. but I suppose I read enough for it to be considered a hobbie.

*LOVE*
1.have u ever liked someone u had no chance with? yes
2.have u ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did? yea
3.do u have a "type" of person u always go after: not really.. just not usualy preppy guys
4.want someone u don't have right now? no
5.ever liked a close guy/girlfriend? yes
6. are u lonely right now? not particularly
7.ever afraid u'll never get married? not really
8.do u want to get married? yes
9.do u want kids? yes
10.would you rather love or be loved? I'm selfish... Be loved :)but I like loving too.

*FAVORITES*
1.room in my house: my room, If you have been in it.. it is completely.. me
2.type of music: anything fun
3.location for dates: where ever. it depends on the person
4.memory: how can I pick just one. I have so many great memories
5.day of the week: friday
6.Color: Blue and Purple
7.Perfume/cologne: Happy-heart.. It is good for guys too (the guy version I mean)
8.flower: I love flowers I can't pick one
9.month: april
10.season: winter

*In the last 48 hours have you*
1.cried: no
2.bought something: yes I needed pants..
3.gotten sick: no
4.sang: yea.. I sing to all music :)
5.said i love you: yes
6.wanted to tell someone you loved them but didnt: nope
7.met someone new: yes
8.moved on: from one class to the next, yes
9.talked to someone: Yes
10.had a serious talk: yes
11.missed someone: yes
12.hugged someone: yes
13.kissed someone: no
14.fought with your parents: no
15.dreamed about someone u can't be with: No
16.had a lot of sleep: no
17.wanted this to be over: yes

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 06:53:53 GMT

I dont have the right words.
and so this is how it goes.

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 02:23:52 GMT

Dear GOD! I walk into my house, after 8 hours for work... I am really excited to be home and with everyone gone it is so Quiet and wonderful... All of the sudden I see my Cat run over to me and meow, then run back to a corner in the living room and meow again... *Oh God* I think, *She has a SNAKE or a SCORPION AGH!*
So I turn the lights on in the living room and look over to the corner where my cat so artfully is Mutilating a cute little kangaroo Rat.. oh my goodness.. I almost DIED and Puked at the same time. See... The little Fuzzy ball of cuteness wasnt dead! agh! It was just bleeding... AGH! BEcause My cat got it! AGH!!! oh dear.. so I promptly removed my cat from the area and Brought her in here with me.. oye.
and so Now I start thinking.. what the hell am I going to do! I mean.. I cant just leave little kangaroo rat running around the house... what if it dies.. :(.. or is hiding somewhere.. and dies... and stinks.. oh no.. poor little Kangaroo mousey. I want to help it but I dont know what to do.. and Blood makes me neauseas... :( I almost puked Just seeing it at first... oh goodness... what am I supposed to do!? poor little Kangaroo mousey.

haha

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 03:53:58 GMT

Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
UserName
Age
You fall in love with
You meet	on waikiki beach in Hawaii
His friends think	You guys are perfect together
Your friends think	You guys are perfect together
You will	screw every night

Quiz created with MemeGen!

I knew Johnny Depp and I were meant to be ;-P

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 03:52:32 GMT

I don't really know what to think about last night, It wasn't just one event either.. it was everything combined that made that night/this morning so bizarre. We didn't get back to Rach's until 5:30ish, just in time to see the briefest hint of dawn before crashing in her room. I liked seeing dawn, it was nice.
What a night.

quizy thing

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 07:38:06 GMT

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Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)
Created by illusen and taken 1529 times on bzoink!
time started	10:59
full name	Blair Hanna Lane
nickname(s)	Bamba, Floozy ( I guess), Iowa-->now Arizona, way too many other ones...
birthday	January 16th
where were you born	TMC
zodiac sign	Capricorn
height	5'3'' on a good day
weight	I don't know between 130 and 135 usually
hair color	Copper I guess.. It changes
eye color	Blue-gray... also changes
shoe size	8 and a half
ring size	umm.. I think Like 6 or 7
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.)	um pretty much just white..
blood type	no clue, I dont do well with blood... or needles
grade	12
GPA	I dunno... somewhere in the NHS range.. I think like a 3.7 or 3.8?
siblings	2
tattoos	none yet...
piercings	a few..
hobbies	eck.. too many. I like painting though, and reading
favorite
color	purple and blue
food	apples
candy	let me see that tootsie roll! to the left, to the left.. you know how it goes.
type of cheese	i dunno
pizza topping	cheese and pineapple
salad dressing	ranch
sandwich	well it was PB&J.. but I ate it for lunch all of last year... so now I'd say it is grilled cheese, but only w/ tomato soup.
cereal	Kix
fruit	apples
vegetable	Carrots
berry	raspberry
cake	the one with the colorful sprinkles inside...
book	I love a bunch of different stuff
movie	Garden state right now
magazine	eh magazines..
newspaper	.
tv show	I used to watch tv..
website	google... it helps me
radio station	92.1
font	Century Gothic
cartoon character	booboo
artist (painter)	my mom, lol
actor	Zach Braff
actress	I dunno, hard choice
cd	a mix joe made me
song	500 miles
music group	Elliott is pretty good :)
music type	anything, I listen to everything except country really
day of the week	wednesday
month	November
season	winter
holiday	Halloween is fun :)
shampoo	herbal essence
conditioner	Panteene Pro V
number	3
phrase	No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.
store	Zumiez! lol, Jk..
weather	summer rain
restaurant	Zemums
channel	hah tv..
teacher	Mr. Barwell
weekend activity	heh, chillin w/ friends
hangout	wherever.
house color	I saw a nice purple one once.. hehe
sport to watch	gymnastics probably
sport to play	soccer
animal	duck
flower	daisys are cute
guy's name	Random... I met a guy named random once, he was pretty cool.
girl's name	Rheaya
board game	clue, lol
party game	hmm...
story from childhood	I loved The little mermaid
body part	I dunno, I like lips kinda... which may explain my lip gloss thing..
have you ever
been on a train	yea
been on a plane	yep
been in a car accident	yes
caused a car accident	no
run into a wall	haha of course
burned a potato chip	nope
almost burned the house down	geez no
smoked	maybe
been drunk	steer clear of jungle juice
been high	no no no
broken the law	I guess, see above, and below
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes)	who hasn't?
kissed someone of the opposite sex	on ocassion
kissed someone of the same sex	not on purpose
frenched an animal	ech gross no
made out	once or twice, lol
had cyber sex	what' the point? no
gotten engaged	not yet
had an online relationship	sort of, not really though, eh it is complicated
been rejected by a crush	not as of yet
loved	of course
made yourself cry to get out of trouble	heh, thats a good one, but no
cried in public	not really, once last year, and if you count crying at a movie then yes
cried over a movie	a few times
fallen asleep in a movie theater	thank goodness no
given someone a bath	haha, my baby cousin
been to a boarding school	negetive
been home-schooled	double negetive
lost a valuable item	afirmative
bungee jumped	scary, but cool... and no
skied	sadly due to the climate here, no
met the president	oh bush.. and clinton.. eh, no real desore to, and no
met a celebrity	heh no
gotten a cavity	unfourtunatly yes
shopped at abercrombie & fitch	no, I work at zumiez.. if that gives you any clue as to why
made a prank call	once agian..who hasn't
skipped school	ditched classes, not a whole day though
faked sick to get out of school	yep yep
purchased something that you knew didn't fit	what a waste of money, and no
climbed a tree	yeeeeaaa I like trees
fallen from a tree	oh no
broken a bone	no, neither have either of my brothers.. lucky ones
sprained anything	ankle
passed out	at the dentist and when I was getting a shot once
made yourself pass out	when I was like 12
been to disney world	when I was little
been to a theme park (not disney)	sadly no
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative)	yea, I love a lot of people
made a model volcano (working model)	it is sad.. I did something with M&Ms for my science project in elementary school... instead
made a clover leaf with your tounge	I've never tried.. lol
past
what did you do yesterday	partied too hardy
memory you miss the most	grass
memory you want to forget	umm... I like my memories, you grow from them
something you regretted after it was done	not studying for tests
the last
song you heard	Billy Jean
cd you bought	wow.. that was a long time ago.. lets see.. Reptillia I think.
thing you said	goodnight.
time you cried	um.. last year I think...
movie seen in a theater	Garden State
thing you ate	Rice
person who called	Erin
nail polish shade worn	Pink
time you showered	this morning
person who complimented you	Rachael
at this moment
what are you listening to	some crazy song brad gave me
what are you wearing	PJ pants and a sports bra
what are you thinking	about what I am wearing.
what are you scared of most	blood and needles... I have an irrational fear
how many people are on your buddy list	103
future
occupation	um, something dealing with international relations hopefuilly
marriage site	I am not that foresighted
honeymoon	"
place to live	"
kids	yes
car	yes
what are you doing tomorrow	school then training to be a manger at work
do you think george bush will be reelected	lets hope not.. eh Kerry isn't that great of a replacement.. but still
will there be a wwIII	someday
will politics ever be truthful	we can all hope
will humanity snuff itself out	it is possible
can the gov. be changed	yes
friends
best friend	everyone
funniest	Michelle
silliest	Brad
loudest	Erin
quietest	Amandip
craziest	Andrea
calmest	Joe
skinniest	Kristen
best secret keeper	umm.. Michelle
worst secret keeper	no Idea
the one you have but don't want	none
smartest	Kendal
preppiest	Kevin
peppiest	Rachael.
most hyper	Miriam
hottest	Nick, lol
weirdest	Josh
biggest pervert	Don
most annyoing	no Idea
shyest	Regina R.
most religious	Meg
do you believe in
heaven	of the sorts
hell	ditto
angels	no
devil	no
god	kind of
buddha	on the same plane as the god question
aliens	depends on the defn of aliens
ghosts	no
spirit (soul)	yea
soulmates	yea
reincarnation	it is an interesting Ideea
love at first sight	no, lol lust at first sight is different
karma	yea
love in general	but of course
luck	to an extent, but you tend to make your own luck
yourself	for the most part
crush
who and when was your first crush	I can't even remember somewhere in elementary school, his name was gabe
any now	off and on
a celebrity crush	no
who do you want to be with right now	you
whos number do you want	Jese's, he is supposed to call me and take me to get my tattoo, soon hopefully.
who do you want to kiss	a few people
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex	steriotypes they put on people.. but that is a society flaw mor than a guy flaw..
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be	hmm, I dunno, hard choice
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you	8
first thing noticed about the opposite sex	Eyes and teeth
what do you look for personality-wise	I dunno, it is cliche but I like funny guys, I need to be interested
biggest turn on	nice hair, and lips are important
biggest turn off	bad breath
something thay weat that turns you on	collared shirts.. but not in a prepy way
something they wear that turns you off	the big buff guys that wear pink bc its in "style" right now
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you	... i dunno this one either
the most romantic thing that has happened to you	I have never been in a really romantic relationship...
what do you wear on a coffee date	Jeans and a t-shirt
is it right to flirt if you're taken	eh it happens
is cyber cheating	I wouldn't know.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul	yea
who would you like to take to the prom	I want someone to take ME to the prom ;-)
do you want to hug somebody right now	yea
do you know what an aphrodisiac is	yes
describe
mellow	chill
melancholy	boring
the perfect date	november 3rd, about 70 degrees outside, perfect.. (heh)
the perfect mate	how can one describe perfection?
how m&m's are made	pieces of chocolate diped in candy
why manhole covers are round	b/c the hole underneath is round.. duh... it wouldn't make sense for it to be a triangle or trapaziod.. geez
one or the other
coke/pepsi	pepsi
sprite/7-up	sprite
boxers/briefs	boxers
gold/silver	silver
vanilla/chocolate	chocolate
flowers/candy	flowers
book/magazine	book
tv/radio	radio
glass half empty/half full	full
democrat/republican	Democrat
colored pencils/markers	colored pencils
coffee/tea	coffee
sun/moon	moon
day/night	night
hot/cold	hot
dog/cat	cat
button/zipper	umm.. both
cotton/feather pillow	feather
blue/purple	BOTH! lol
plumber/trashman	plumber
jeans/shorts	jeans
long distance relationship/none	none
mechanical/regular pencil	mechanical
matt/ben	ben
that 70's show/simpsons	70's show
kelso/eric	eric
donna/jackie	Jackie
bart/lisa	lisa
romeo/juliet	romeo
romantic comedy/thriller	romantic comedy
nsync/bsb	eck
peanut butter/jelly	jelly
waffles/pancakes	waffles
letter/email	letter, so much more fun to get!
florida/california	california, less hiumid
pizza/burgers	pizza
hat/visor	hat
football/rugby	rugby
iceskating/blading	iceskating
movie at home/in theater	theatre
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow	sun
red lipstick	preforming
socks	cotton
cowtipping	cousins
moulin rouge	Mike and Ben
greenland	ice
iceland	green
harry potter	willow
red	black